tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3976492011-04-21T11:44:58.584-07:00ColonPipe:|Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.comBlogger3321100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-8991031008820710572007-07-04T09:42:00.000-07:002008-11-06T21:54:04.015-08:00All right let's do the recap for the past few months:
I has bike:
I has house:
I has dog:
and most importantly, I has girl:
So, yeah. I guess quite a lot has changed since my last post. Even the template has changed :X Aside from all of that not much different has been going on, mostly just work. This is pretty much just one of those obligatory filler posts that people keep bugging Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1168305284569715782007-01-08T17:13:00.000-08:002007-01-08T17:18:40.843-08:00
Keep on Driving.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1159472786888087482006-09-28T12:46:00.000-07:002006-09-28T12:46:26.896-07:00Olive hue.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1153543875413373372006-07-21T21:47:00.000-07:002006-07-21T21:51:15.423-07:00Well, it's official. I'll be moving back to Yuma July 29th. I got offered a job with the Crane School district as a computer monkey. I think it will overall be a good change for me. Closer to friends and family, less BS at work, more money, somewhat of a change of scenery. It is Yuma, but I think being in a smaller town will be nice for a while after dealing with all the craziness of beingRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1146091538873212702006-04-26T15:40:00.000-07:002006-04-26T15:48:56.880-07:00I hate to blog again so soon, because people will just not read the one before this, but I can't help but write this down.
Two pigeons have been building a nest on the security camera box outside my office. They've been having a difficult time of it, because the box isn't very big, so sticks will fall out to the ground every now and then. Dilligently, though, the male drops down to the ground,Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1146089885635000272006-04-26T14:46:00.000-07:002006-04-26T15:21:36.390-07:00I'm sure it's just the lack of sleep talking, but I've been thinking a lot about people, and existence lately.
It's incredibly egotistical, and a terribly self-centered worldview, but I've begun to wonder lately whether all of this is just made up in my mind. I wonder if the people, and the places, and the experiences, and everything else about my existence is just a way to further my own Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1143232634496060902006-03-24T12:28:00.000-08:002006-03-24T12:39:15.666-08:00As I was walking through my campus today, I noticed a pigeon hobbling along in the courtyard. I saw what appeared to be some kind of wire or twine wrapped around its legs. I tried to chase after it and see if it would let me remove the rope, but of course it would never let me get more than a few feet from it. It could walk okay, sort of, with some effort, and seemed to be able to fly, but I Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1136792030565782492006-01-08T23:27:00.000-08:002006-01-08T23:34:45.066-08:00Due to overwhelming pressure, I suppose I should post some more. Not much else going on these days though, so it's hard to come up with anything exciting. I've moved out into my own place since my last post, which I'm enjoying quite a bit. Living alone is nice. Still working the same place, and that's about all I do; Work, come home, play some video games or watch tv, go to sleep.
The Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1115748440551189552005-05-10T10:58:00.000-07:002005-05-10T11:07:20.556-07:00Okay okay.. I know. Bad Ryan for not posting since January. I suppose I haven't posted much lately because nothing new has really happened. As I said in my previous post, I started the job with the school district, and that has been going well. That's about all I've been doing lately, though. I mix things up every now and then with a trip to Phoenix to visit people, but other than that I Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1105392848305102332005-01-10T13:18:00.000-08:002005-01-10T13:34:08.306-08:00Well well, where to begin. Another serious lack of posts that has gotten my yelled at a few times now. I've moved up to Vegas and have started my new job with the school district up here as of today. It's going well so far, which is good. The only major issue is that I have been sick for about the past 4 days or so. Sucky. Hopefully that'll pass soon, and I'll be back in action. I'm livingRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1098934552127158562004-10-27T20:20:00.000-07:002004-10-27T20:37:04.343-07:00Well, Chris has compelled me to give an update, since a lot has happened since the last post. I toyed with the idea that he gave of just saying "refer to title." since it's horribly accurate :P
Where to start. Well, I'm jobless now, and homeless sort of. Still living on Mike/Chris' couch.. but now I don't have to wake up and go to work in the mornings anymore. Since I'm not going to schoolRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1091560340815387432004-08-03T12:11:00.000-07:002004-08-03T12:13:29.120-07:00So, let's see. Another post after quite a while. Brooke and I have moved out of our place and she's in her new one. I'm currently bouncing back and forth between staying there with her, and sleeping on Mike's couch, with all my stuff in storage. Either way, being homeless is kind of liberating in a way.
Still no word on job stuff on any front. I sent in a few other applications for a few otherRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1087580962978636172004-06-18T10:22:00.000-07:002004-06-18T10:50:12.706-07:00And now, due to popular demand, another post.
So what's going on these days.. about a million and one things, and I have no idea where things are going. I'm still waiting to hear about job stuff in Yuma, hopefully that will happen soon since I need to be out of my apartment in about a week and a half. Fortunately I have a few options as to where to hang out for a while until things are Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1085592909605500882004-05-26T10:33:00.000-07:002004-05-26T10:35:09.616-07:00I finally got around to putting my pictures up somewhere again.
This isn't all of them, just some of the better ones. If there's something you remember seeing, and enjoyed, but don't see it here.. let me know, I'll put it up too. If you've never seen these before, then I hope you enjoy them.
http://img75.photobucket.com/albums/v228/suibrom/Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1084583410575033502004-05-14T18:07:00.000-07:002004-05-14T18:10:10.576-07:00Go! Buy my Colonpipe propaganda! Whahahah! You know you want it.
There's also some Mike originals in there. I'm sure you can guess which are which ;). Also some fuckshitass-wear. Everyone needs a fuckshitass hat. Bosses love them. And while you're at it, get some fuckshitass-gear for your baby, and a Colonpipe bear to go with it. Enjoy!Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1084210435775700182004-05-10T10:19:00.000-07:002004-05-10T10:33:55.776-07:00I went up to my parents' new cabin this past weekend to hang out, and had a great time. The weather was gorgeous, and I really didn't want to leave when Sunday evening rolled around. I'm definitely planning to go back as much as possible. A bunch of pictures were taken, but all I have are a few of the outside. It looks quite a bit better than it does in these pictures, since the trees have Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1083195507608495632004-04-28T16:38:00.000-07:002004-04-30T12:36:31.966-07:00I know I know, it's been less than a month, but this is just a bullshit post.Looking through The Big List (tm) I've thought that maybe running a shoutcast server would be kind of cool. I have a lot of random crap for people to listen to, and it might keep some entertained. Let me know what you all think, and if enough people are interested, I'll put the big list up for everyone to listen to. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1083083052158080552004-04-27T09:24:00.000-07:002004-04-27T10:19:13.186-07:00As Tracy was kind enough to inform me, it has been about a month since my last post. I guess it's time for another. I'm not really sure what to say at the moment, so I'll have to come up with something. I suppose the most major thing going on right now, is the possibility of me moving back to Yuma. Yes, I know.. the blackhole is sucking me back in. We'll have to see exactly how that goes, Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1080314548289142072004-03-26T07:22:00.000-08:002004-03-26T07:36:26.700-08:00And for those who asked or are interested, I decided to compile and upload a copy of "The Big List (tm)" which is the giant playlist of all my mp3's.
Since it's on Geoshitties, you'll have to copy and paste the link. http://www.geocities.com/falconart42/playlist.htmlRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1080238553286943612004-03-25T10:15:00.000-08:002004-03-26T07:27:52.843-08:00Well, it's been about a month since my last real post.. so here goes a new one. I went to Yuma last weekend and had a pretty good time. It was nice to hang out with people I hadn't seen in a while like Melissa and Viki. Got some tasty food, as usual, and ended up spending a couple nights lazing about at the Coffee Bean. One interesting thing did happen, though. On my way down to Yuma, I Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1077952834039229992004-02-27T23:20:00.000-08:002004-02-29T10:09:42.623-08:00As promised, here's me in my "funny pants" as Viki calls them.
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http://www.geocities.com/falconart42/Kurowa2.gifRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1077740534696621622004-02-25T12:22:00.000-08:002004-02-25T12:40:51.843-08:00Look! A post! See, I am still alive. Really. So much to say, and no idea where to begin. I guess it's been forever since my last post. Things are.. crazy as usual. We're in our new apartment now, and enjoying it for the most part. I've started growing some herbs and other plants on our little balcony. Two bedrooms is quite nice, and we were using one as mainly a computer room/Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1072457562149246862003-12-26T08:52:00.000-08:002003-12-26T08:53:43.746-08:00Well, let's see.. I've been given immense pressure to blog again, so I suppose i should do that. Lots of things going on here. I tried transferring into a new department with work, but a bunch of other, more experienced people applied for the position, and I got the shaft. Oh well, they might be hiring again in a few months, and said they'd keep me in mind. Things have been going pretty wellRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1067387034439219422003-10-28T16:23:00.000-08:002003-10-28T16:23:53.743-08:00What to say, what to say. It's been forever since my last post, and even more time since my last real post. I have no idea what to say, especially as to some kind of update. I guess the most notable thing is that Brooke moved here. That was all the way back in the end of July, so I guess a lot has happened since the last update. Thins were really good for a while, and I guess writing a post Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1064565380952727032003-09-26T01:36:00.000-07:002003-09-26T01:36:20.626-07:00Bill S. Preston, EsquireRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1060040071689192152003-08-04T16:34:00.000-07:002003-08-04T16:34:31.633-07:00Just as a quick note, contrary to popular belief, I will not be giving head for 10 dollars.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1058090203462339942003-07-13T02:56:00.000-07:002003-07-13T02:56:43.343-07:00Another month, another apartment, and of course wackiness ensues. We got everything moved, but it still looks like we just got here. Most of my room is still in boxes, partially because I didn't have anywhere to put my books until today. Hurray for new bookshelves. I'm going to be travelling back to New Hampshire in two weeks to go to Brooke's big family reunion thing, which I didn't think Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-1056706665698302602003-06-27T02:37:00.000-07:002003-06-27T02:37:45.653-07:00Let's see.. quite a while since the last post.. and it seems that everyone has been yelling at me to get something up here. Not to mention, I promised I would tonight, so here goes. Quite a bit going on lately. Preparing to move, dealing with stupid things at work, Brooke planning to come down here. My room is a complete disaster area at the moment, with my bed propped against the wall, and Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-950110812003-05-28T16:32:00.000-07:002003-05-28T16:32:05.760-07:00Well, after that last post, and nearly a month and a half of time, I suppose I should post again.. a lot has happened since then
Took a trip back east to finally get to spend some time with Brooke.. and managed to steal her away back to Phoenix with me. Things are going really well, despite a few minor snags here and there. It's nice to find someone who loves me as much as I love her. A Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-927984432003-04-17T13:39:00.000-07:002003-04-17T13:39:48.576-07:00well. almost died again. horrible fever, headache, upset stomach, etc. trip to the hospital. i'm alive for now. can't sit up for long before being dizzy and sick. so i go lie down now.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-924496592003-04-11T13:45:00.000-07:002003-04-11T13:45:32.450-07:00Hey, all right. Someone de-nazi-fied the firewall here at work, and i can actually talk to the world. I don't really have much to say but I'm bored at work, and my boss isn't here for me to get some printer cables from, and I can't put any time sheets in, because they're being transmitted to the check-printing people. so. i sit here, rocking out to some crazy techno Shoutcast station, waiting Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-914560702003-03-26T19:54:00.000-08:002003-03-26T19:56:57.000-08:00Well, I thought maybe blogger didn't want me to post or something. It wasn't allowing me access to this blog. Anyways.. it works now, and I'm not really sure what to say. I just have the impulse to write something. I suppose I can start with where I left off in the last post. I(we) obviously made it through the break all right, and got to talk considerably more often than I think either of Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-907573022003-03-15T02:30:00.000-08:002003-03-15T02:40:27.000-08:00Well, I promised I would post tonight when I got home, so here goes nothing.
I can't really remember most of today. It started with a confused phone call involving dying phones and outlets unable to be found. and then a goodbye. but not one of those "i'll never see you again" goodbyes. it was one of those.. "until later" goodbyes. which is probably the only thing that made it bearable. TheRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-901091952003-03-04T04:49:00.000-08:002003-03-15T01:22:33.000-08:00Well I can't even remember what was going on last time i posted. It's been a while since I've actually said anything of substance. let's see here. Things have been crazy as of late. Been busy with work and school mostly. School less-so. It's getting towards the end of the semester, which means I'm getting less motivated, as it always goes. I've been.. re-introduced to a long-lost friend of Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-892384412003-02-17T05:49:00.000-08:002003-02-17T05:50:14.000-08:00it's nearly 7:00am and i've yet to sleep, so maybe this is way more funny than it should be.. but i felt the need to post.
the haiku page has dropped to a wimpy 2 hits a day.. but we're getting the good stuff still.
we're on the first page of search results on google for not only "May not be soup" but also "Haiku for going away sadness". and of course, any search resulting in our page Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-879408922003-01-23T21:20:00.000-08:002003-01-24T11:02:50.000-08:00
Arizona Man Says It All
Thursday, January 23, 2003 Posted: 9:20 PM MST (0420 GMT)
TEMPE, Arizona (CPN) --
In a bold move today, not-so-ordinary citizen Ryan Murray held a brief, yet profound, press conference.
Mr. Murray said he simply "wanted to get a few things across" and let everyone out there know the way he felt about life, people, and "the whole sha-bang."
At Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-864004642002-12-22T09:22:00.000-08:002002-12-22T09:23:22.000-08:00Well, I suppose when something newsworthy happens.. I should post about it. Mike and I traveled to Los Angeles this past friday to meet, and visit with Winnie who had a 7 hour lay over there. I wasn't really sure what to think the whole way there, and tried not to.. but once we finally got into the airport, and were waiting for her to leave the plane, I got incredibly nervous. Anyways.. to Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-856059832002-12-06T11:51:00.000-08:002002-12-06T11:57:37.000-08:00as per my previous post, i've been hiding from the net for a while. or, at least its less entertaining portions such as chatting with people who don't wish to be talked to (by me, anyways). however, i am still lurking in the shadows, and darker corners. In other news, I've begun working again. unfortunately it's at the movie theater here, and i've had to suck up a bit of pride to continue to Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-841605592002-11-06T23:24:00.000-08:002002-11-06T23:27:49.000-08:00all right, this is going to be short, and bitter-sweet. I think i'm going to be disconnecting myself for a while. I'm tired of people pretending to be interested when i try to talk to them, or simply ignore me outright. I'm tired of being the one to always initiate "conversations" and get replies of a few words or less. I'm tired of trying with people who don't wish for me to. With all of Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-833977212002-10-23T03:05:00.000-07:002002-10-23T03:09:13.000-07:00been a busy little bee lately. dealing with crazy people in abundance, and getting tired of people in general. had a few people tell me how much they hate me and never want to talk to me again, and the thought of being in a relationship, and more so being physical with another person ever again, sickens me. probably wrong and unhealthy of me, but that's how i feel. people disgust me, and i'm Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-829105592002-10-12T22:28:00.000-07:002002-10-15T14:26:09.000-07:00weeeelll
let's see. life, and all its wonder. i don't even know where to begin. i guess someone put the fire out, or at least it died down a bit, and i managed to drag my cat out before the whole place went up. technically i have a girlfriend now. hurray for that. but already that's been.. somewhat threatened.. and who knows how it will all turn out. life is crazy like that. i can't even Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-817626332002-09-18T00:14:00.000-07:002002-09-18T00:14:37.003-07:00just when you think everything is coming up roses, you turn to find your house on fire, and your family burned alive while you were tending to the garden... and sometimes you have to just burn with them.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-817418602002-09-17T15:06:00.000-07:002002-09-17T15:06:06.726-07:00Sometimes it's so difficult to post something. I look back at all the crap i've posted lately, and how.. distant it all seems. This post will probably be the same way in a few weeks when I look at it again. Plenty has happened in the short span of time between then and now. I went on a trip to the other side of the country, and found a wonderful girl waiting for me. I've just about exhaustedRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-811048812002-09-03T13:16:00.000-07:002002-09-03T13:16:13.930-07:00it's incredible how quickly things will change when you're not paying attention. You close your eyes for a moment, and open them to find the entire world something different than before, and you just thought you were blinking. I don't really know what exactly to say beyond that. I feel things changing all around, and i'm not exactly sure what to do about it, besides just sit here and take it Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-802321182002-08-14T07:42:00.000-07:002002-08-14T07:43:19.000-07:00well, i was going to ramble on about how i haven't been feeling well for the past month or so, and how i am probably really dying this time, but this morning i feel good. maybe it's because i haven't slept in a couple days now.. but i'm feeling like a change is needed. i think today will be an interesting turning point in my life. a place to start over. about 4:00 this morning.. i decided i Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-796324372002-07-31T00:45:00.000-07:002002-07-31T00:47:44.000-07:0012:45, restate my assumptions:
1. mathematics is the language of nature.
2. everything around us can be represented and understood through numbers.
3. if you graph the numbers of any system, patterns emerge.
Therefore: there are patterns, everwhere in nature.
Evidence: the cycling of disease epidemics, the wax and wane of caribou populations, sunspot cycles, the rise and fall of the Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-794131582002-07-25T16:24:00.000-07:002002-07-25T16:24:49.350-07:00Has it really been nearly a month since my last post? odd, i thought it was more recent than that. oh well. let's see.. i guess quite a bit has been going on. i've been fighting illness for about a week now, so that's fun. got a new car a couple weeks ago.. a newer MR2.. 93 to be exact. so that's been fun. haven't been working much, but i suppose that's to be expected of me. being sick, Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-782143742002-06-26T00:38:00.000-07:002002-06-26T00:39:40.000-07:00hm. it's been a while since a post. i suppose i should say something. although, i imagine i've lost just about all my readers, and those that do read, probably could care less what i have to say. but that's life for you, right? i'm just terribly tired of everyone only wanting to speak to me when they need something. and any other time i attempt to talk to them, they aren't enthusiastic in Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-772104622002-05-31T22:08:00.000-07:002002-05-31T22:08:14.100-07:00well i suppose it's almost time for my monthly post. apparently people still read my drivel. well.. let's see. i have a job now, so that's good. it's nice to know i don't have to move back to yuma (yet) afterall. been having interesting things go on in the heart department. mostly just misunderstandings and confusions, but what else is new, right? i just need to stay away from girls, i Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-762655092002-05-07T09:04:00.000-07:002002-05-07T09:06:22.000-07:00perhaps that last post was a bit.. uncalled for. i was feeling rather hostile, and hateful last night for some reason. things just seem to be getting more and more broken as i trudge through life, and even my dreams are reflecting my fears these days. although, i suppose they aren't just fears when they're true. perhaps just.. amplified by the dream world, and in odd circumstances and Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-762512592002-05-06T22:15:00.000-07:002002-05-06T22:15:05.093-07:00fuck you.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-751027572002-04-06T02:08:00.000-08:002002-04-06T02:12:22.000-08:00I don't really have too much to say, but I am feeling a bit better now. I no longer feel the need to die. I guess I've finally been able to let go of some things. emotions, etc. I feel like I'm in this state of limbo, somewhere inbetween the cracks of life right now. i'm not doing anything at all.. and I certainly don't feel I'm any better of a person. but I guess I just stopped caring. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-107567502002-03-15T00:39:00.000-08:002002-03-15T00:41:42.000-08:00yes. i know. another post from ryan, and it's only been 2 days. something must be wrong. end of the world perhaps? unfortunately no. I'm just in yuma, and we all know what wonderful effects that has on me. I'm sitting here at 1:21 AM according to this clock, and I can't help but have confused and mixed feelings. damn these stupid emotions. damn all emotion in general. it's nothing but Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-106498132002-03-12T00:23:00.000-08:002002-03-15T00:21:09.000-08:00Spring break again. it seems I've just had one not too long ago, but i suppose that would make it a year ago. I can hardly recall anything that's happened between then and now. a few spikes of life here and there, but that's mostly faded away by the waves of time. I can barely recall this morning, let alone the events from a year past. In fact, I can't even really think of what's going on inRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-100945732002-02-24T23:47:00.000-08:002002-02-28T20:41:13.000-08:00Lately I am unable to tell if I'm being manipulated by the forces of "Good" and "Evil" or if, perhaps, I'm just insane. More frequently, lately, I've found myself coming into random experiences of complete enlightenment and tranquility. I feel as if I am completely at peace with the whole world, and am able to see it for all its beauty. For brief seconds, I can actually feel that I am simply Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-98336072002-02-17T19:08:00.000-08:002002-02-17T19:08:34.166-08:00To be, or not to be: that is the question.
Whether 't is nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-97474752002-02-14T21:46:00.000-08:002002-02-15T12:08:56.000-08:00well. i suppose i should say something.. since obviously people are checking the page.. even though i haven't posted in over a month. i guess i just got tired of talking about meaningless shit, with meaningless words. and i still feel that way. i don't like the feeling that i'm just another page on someone's list of bookmarks, that they read when they get bored. words are worthless, especially Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-85595142002-01-09T23:06:00.000-08:002002-01-09T23:06:46.366-08:00so. i really am going to disappear now. i appologize if i worry anyone. if anyone cares. they can come find me.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-85355152002-01-09T02:33:00.000-08:002002-01-09T02:33:19.036-08:00well. here i am again. like the sad pathetic weak person i am. i couldn't stay away. i can't sleep. i've finished a book. and just sat here staring at the wall for a while.. finally decided to get online. i suppose i should go back to sleep soon. and sleep all day tomorrow. i was invited to go to flagstaff.. but i don't know if i will or not. i don't feel like leaving the house. i suppose i'll Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-85294252002-01-08T20:04:00.000-08:002002-01-08T20:04:36.283-08:00it's fun how everytime i woke up today.. i felt more like shit. and no, not just from being ill.. it just seemed to be that everytime i woke up.. something would happen to make me feel worse.
i think i'm just going to disappear for a while. maybe just turn off my computer. flush my phone down the toilet. and stay in bed for the next year or two. i appologize in advance for the lack of posts. iRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-84928432002-01-07T13:40:00.000-08:002002-01-07T13:40:37.986-08:00well. haven't had much to post about lately. hung out with people.. the usual gang.. and bryan was in town.. so that was cool.. now i'm back in phoenix being lazy and semi-looking for a job. i guess i'll get around to that eventually. i think i might go back to sleep now. no real reason to be awake. more later.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-84599052002-01-06T11:02:00.000-08:002002-01-06T11:02:00.960-08:00new pictures are up here, and here. enjoy.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-83389672002-01-02T00:44:00.000-08:002002-01-02T00:44:31.076-08:00my hate for the human race grows with every breath i take. my chest is tight, and my heart feels like it's shriveling up and trying to die. perhaps i've been in yuma too long. it always seems to have negative effects on me. bryan would probably claim it is the demon living inside me, growing more powerful from being nearer to it's birthplace. who knows, maybe he's right. i think my new Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-83282492002-01-01T16:00:00.000-08:002002-01-01T16:00:17.683-08:00it's the new year now. and it still feels just as shitty as 2001. oh well.. i guess that's to be expected. i'm tired. which is odd since i just slept for 12+ hours. my head hurts though.. too much sleep. just sitting around waiting for dinner to be done now. hopefully that will be soon. i think my brother is doing it on the couch again.. keep hearing screaming and laughing, and "ow! that Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-83072942001-12-31T16:10:00.000-08:002001-12-31T16:10:35.020-08:00hmm. well it's been almost 2 weeks since my last post.. probably the longest time between posts ever. oh well. i just haven't felt motivated to talk about anything. and i've not had anything really going on anyways. life has just sort of.. happened.. christmas. all that shit. and now it's new years eve. and i'll probably not be doing anything tonight. hurray for me. anyways. i'm sitting here Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-80656522001-12-19T22:09:00.000-08:002001-12-19T22:09:19.296-08:00damn. no gun of my own. and mike won't let me borrow his. i guess i'll have to stick this one out.
i'm going back to sleep now. more later.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-80571212001-12-19T15:40:00.000-08:002001-12-19T15:40:54.403-08:00well. apparently it's much more than music that hates me. i knew i shouldn't have gotten up this morning. i was just informed that Cisco will 'no longer be needing my sevices by the end of this month.' hurray for unemployment. i'm going to go shoot myself in the face now. it was nice knowing you all.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-80550372001-12-19T14:13:00.000-08:002001-12-19T14:13:08.676-08:00music is good. too bad it hates me.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-80534592001-12-19T13:08:00.000-08:002001-12-19T13:08:32.323-08:00i sat and talked to winnie for quite a bit. i don't even know what to say about that. but things aren't happy. and i don't think there's anything that can't be done.. i guess we'll just have to see what happens. i hope everything turns out ok. i'm feeling rather.. upset now too. i got to see craig and viki for a short while before they went to the airport, which was cool. and now i'm here at Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-80459882001-12-19T08:09:00.000-08:002001-12-19T08:09:51.070-08:00hurray for being awake. again.. in an 8 hours time span. i really need to remember to turn aim's sounds off.. or just remind myself not to get out of bed for them.. especially if it's 2:30am and i'm sleeping. but oh well. i suppose that's what friends are for. to be there when people need them. anyways. i suppose i should go shower and get my "fat, lazy ass" (as bret put it) in to work. i'llRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-80385282001-12-18T22:03:00.000-08:002001-12-18T22:03:18.583-08:00well. it's that time of the day again. the time where i don't really have a reason to be awake any longer.. so i stop being awake. i'm basically just sitting here downloading a bunch of crap. mostly related to games, and/or gaming. like i said.. useless crap. anyways.. once again. i suppose i should just go to sleep and get up tomorrow to go to work.. since i didn't go today or yesterday. i'm Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-80289022001-12-18T14:58:00.000-08:002001-12-18T15:00:26.000-08:00"Don't wait for the cheese to melt," said the little black-cloaked girl, now standing in front of me, who only moments ago was walking down the dusty desert road, and singing some indiscernible song. As if commanded by some higher power, my only thought was to offer her a small handful of the dirt and rocks lying under my feet. She simply shrugged them off and disappeared, but her words Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-80092632001-12-17T21:45:00.000-08:002001-12-17T21:45:16.746-08:00hung out with people again tonight. more dinner. nothing like dropping a week's worth of food money on one meal. got to meet a new guy. some guy dating some girl i know for about a week and a half while he's in town. can't really get into more details than that, since i was asked not to mention said girl. anyways he seemed nice enough.. not loud or obnoxious.. so that's a plus. so here i am.. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-79803142001-12-16T22:34:00.000-08:002001-12-17T21:38:57.000-08:00hung out with tori, mike, and tracy this weekend.. exchanged christmas gifts.. tori seemed to really like the "day spa by ryan, mike, and tracy" plan. anyways.. so i've been sitting here gaming most of the day.. beat Return to Castle Wolfenstein.. which was pretty good.. and played through the ending of Rune again. anyways. i'm feeling kind of weird tonight.. been thinking about winnie. haven't Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-79522152001-12-15T08:46:00.000-08:002001-12-15T08:46:46.350-08:00went to class.. went to party thing.. went to tori's. party thing was ok.. felt a little awkward since i didn't know anyone.. but they seemed nice enough. lots of food.. and desserts.. good stuff.. and some 12 year old girl said i had cool hair :P anyways.. so we left there and went to tori's.. where i was promptly propositioned to put together their new computer.. and being the nice guy that iRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-79327772001-12-14T12:12:00.000-08:002001-12-14T12:12:42.740-08:00so.. as ever.. last night sleep seemed to be more of an adventure than rest. had about 12 crazy dreams. most of which i remember but won't expound on at the moment. i woke up about 4 times durin the night.. each about an hour apart.. and after waking up.. i felt as if i'd been sleeping for 10 hours.. the night just didn't want to end. i finally got some decent sleep around 5:00am.. and then Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-79159982001-12-13T20:13:00.000-08:002001-12-13T20:13:37.953-08:00hm. i guess i should post something.. woke up this morning around 6:30 after having a horrible night mare.. i won't get into details. but it played on my ever-present fear of seeing someone i know in pain.. and being helpess to do anything about it. anyways.. it sucked. a lot.. but i managed to calm down and get back to sleep.. woke up around 8:00 and got ready for my final.. and went to do thatRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-78759072001-12-12T13:22:00.000-08:002001-12-12T13:22:33.670-08:00i'm feeling a little less weird than i was last night, and this morning.. but still feeling in an odd state of contemplation.. i shouldn't be here sitting in this booth of a cubicle.. typing away and trying to fix random stupid computer problems.. i need to be out.. thinking about life.. and everyway i'm related to it.. i haven't had much time lately to just sit and think for myself.. and i Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-78722722001-12-12T10:55:00.000-08:002001-12-12T10:55:13.590-08:00hm. all last night.. talking about living in europe.. perhaps in some quaint little town in italy.. surrounded by the ancient.. and the mysterious.. i couldn't help but have that feeling of sad nostalgia again.. i don't know why.. i'm feeling it a bit less this morning.. but it's still there..
and all the music i'm listening to just doesn't sound good.. the only thing i've found that actually Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-78423222001-12-11T11:47:00.000-08:002001-12-11T11:50:52.000-08:00what an interesting day. got up around 9:00 this morning.. showered, and got myself ready to go to the doctor's office. talked to winnie for a bit and then went to my doctor's appointment. he basically said that the troubles i'm having with my back are pretty common, and caused by sitting in front of a computer, or at a desk, all day.. hunched over a keyboard or books.. putting all kinds of Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-78113322001-12-10T12:01:00.000-08:002001-12-10T12:01:12.866-08:00ok. so apparently my post from last night didn't make it over the vast expanse of cable and god knows what else onto the page.. so i guess i'll just recap. back still hurts. hardly slept this weekend because of it. took some pictures. hung out with people. weekend went to fast. now i'm at work, after going to class to take my final, and arriving 10 minutes late. the teacher offered me the Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-77364892001-12-07T13:03:00.000-08:002001-12-07T13:03:13.300-08:00aargh. back. killing. pain shooting through ribcage and down spine. dying. need .. something. *falls over*Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-77181452001-12-06T21:08:00.000-08:002001-12-06T21:08:50.006-08:00back is still killing me.. think i'll go see a doctor tomorrow after class.. not much else going on.. i can't really even think right now..picked up my practice weapons.. went to work for a few hours.. then came home.. and i can't really remember much after that. and now i'm sitting here in pain.. and i think i'll sleep. i feel like something is missing. no idea what it is.. but i don't feel Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-76919172001-12-06T01:56:00.000-08:002001-12-06T01:56:08.236-08:00why the hell can't i sleep. i lied in bed after reading for quite a while. and i'm still not asleep. blah. it's almost 3:00am. i need to get up and do stuff tomorrow too.
ar;lkasjd;flkj. someone come knock me out. please. sigh. i need to do something. and i don't know what. maybe i'll sit here and contemplate some haiku.. maybe that will knock me out. for the love of GOD.. i need to sleep.a;Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-76521292001-12-04T18:56:00.000-08:002001-12-04T18:56:26.993-08:00hm. another day over and done with. didn't do anything today but sit at home, listen to the rain, and play some Secret of Mana. incredibly productive. but i guess taht happens when you're only allowed to be at work 15 hours in a week. and now i'm sitting here.. and i find my self in a similary position as last night. i no long have any reason to be awake. i think maybe i'll read for a bit, and Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-76397392001-12-04T10:52:00.000-08:002001-12-04T10:52:32.500-08:00damn. i woke up. but the only reason i did, was because it's raining.. i love the rain.. we should get it more often..
but i guess that's why it's called the desert. oh well. maybe i'll just go back to sleep and listen to the sound of the rain. anways. not much going on now. and i can't really think. i'll post more later, i suppose.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-76283802001-12-04T00:37:00.000-08:002001-12-04T00:37:23.346-08:00ok! i think i sleep soon now. class was long, work was boring.. and it takes a lot of restraint not to set fire to EVERYTHING. but, i digress. the day of cleansing will come when the time is right. so.. yes. i'm still awake.. and i'm not really sure why. i have no reason to be awake, and i don't have any real reason to wake up in the morning.. but i'll probably end up doing that too. came up Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-76102412001-12-03T12:13:00.000-08:002001-12-03T12:13:23.596-08:00hurray for work! or.. something.. anyways.. i'm sitting here testing another portion of our backup server that i'm putting together.. and well.. this drive i'm backing up is estimated to take about a day and a half to complete.. so i'm wasting time now. whee! anyways.. i'm sleepy. and don't want to be here as usual. i think i could use some food as well. i don't have much on my mind at the Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-75746962001-12-02T00:15:00.000-08:002001-12-02T00:15:34.093-08:00another day finally over.. today seemed like it started last week some time.. what with getting up at 5:30.. and all that fun stuff. anyways.. looks like tori and i are arguing.. or whatever again.. seems to be a weekly ritual as of late. but i suppose it was mostly my fault this time. having conversations with me when i'm working on no sleep, and no food.. is probably a bad idea. not to mentionRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-75697422001-12-01T19:06:00.000-08:002001-12-01T19:06:50.030-08:00getting up at 5:30, after going to sleep at 3:00.. hurts. a lot. and i wouldn't recommend it. oh well. now my head hurts.. took more pictures.. got some developed.. etc etc.. and now they're online..
some random stuff.. a few pictures from around here at night and some interesting self-portraits. hope you enjoy. i die now. more later.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-75506792001-11-30T21:54:00.000-08:002001-11-30T21:54:16.610-08:00another fairly uneventful day.. class at 11:00.. work after that.. then class again at 4:00.. then home.. took some pictures.. plan to take more tomorrow.. but i have to get up at the ass crack of dawn.. (actually probably way before sunrise since it's winter) and take follow mike to the car dealership to pick him up when he drops off his. so.. i'll be going to sleep now.
more tomorrow.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-75239592001-11-29T23:36:00.000-08:002001-11-29T23:36:22.436-08:00well let's see.. today.. i worked.. didn't get anything done.. finally got home around 9:15'ish.. and talked to mike for a bit.. played a little zelda.. and i'm off to sleep now. what a wonderful day. anyways.. class tomorrow.. then work, and then class again.. finally the weekend.. i could definitely use another one of those. i think perhaps i'll just sleep all weekend. but i'd like to go outRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-75116512001-11-29T14:45:00.000-08:002001-11-29T14:45:47.830-08:00finally made it in to work today.. about 5 minutes ago. god, i'm such a horrible person. woke up this morning.. got online.. called winnie for a bit.. fell asleep.. and then woke up and tried ridding my computer of some shitty vbs worm. happytime or something.. blah. that was annoying. people that write crap like that need to be burned. alive. several times over. anyways. so now i'm at work..Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-74947552001-11-29T00:39:00.000-08:002001-11-29T00:39:47.730-08:00ahh. what a nice day. very productive..
and by productive i mean i made it most of the way through Zelda: A Link to the Past today.. that's pretty much all that happened.. i woke up this morning in severe pain around 7:30.. as my stomach apparently decided it wanted to come out.. through my ribcage. cramps or something.. i have no idea.. but whatever it was.. it hurt like a son-of-a-bitch. Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-74584642001-11-27T19:21:00.000-08:002001-11-27T19:21:05.890-08:00back home now.. after work and running with mike.. (yes. i went running. scary, eh?) scanned some pictures of random things and now i'm sitting here being tired, and lazy. think i'll go take a shower or a bath or something and then go to sleep. more tomorrow.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-74483262001-11-27T12:46:00.000-08:002001-11-27T12:46:51.933-08:00yay for things. got up this morning and talked to winnie for a bit.. now i'm hanging out at work being lazy. it's a very non-productive day today since dan's (my supervisor) wife just had a baby yesterday.. and he's not here. so.. whee. i'm sitting here at work.. breaking things.. slowly. i'll work on making an mp3 CD to give to mike too. got more pictures back this morning, but haven't had a Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-74338502001-11-26T22:51:00.000-08:002001-11-26T22:51:19.163-08:00ok. pictures are up.. from my trip to yuma last weekend, and from another trip back from yuma. enjoy.. or don't.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-74331022001-11-26T22:07:00.000-08:002001-11-26T22:07:20.443-08:00another day comes to a close.. didn't do much again today.. but i did manage to clean up the apartment a little bit, and drop off some film. i got one roll back, and will have some of them scanned later tonight.. and i'll get the other roll back tomorrow, and perhaps have them scanned then. at any rate.. didn't do much today, as i said.. met mike for coffee.. went to class tonight.. and that's Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-74039382001-11-25T22:13:00.000-08:002001-11-25T22:13:09.550-08:00well.. the weekend is over now.. and i appologize for not posting.. but i haven't really sat down at my computer in the past few days.. went to yuma.. had a nice thanksgiving dinner, and hung out with people.. it was good, as always, to see everyone.. i hurt a lot now, from bowling on thursday and friday night. and from all the stress in the past weeks, my back is killing me. oh well.. i'll liveRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-397649.post-73094042001-11-21T18:33:00.000-08:002001-11-21T18:33:23.856-08:00the day is finally over.. and i'm almost ready to head for yuma.. got most of my things packed up and mike and i are just going to finish watching Enterprise. then we'll head out. we're suppose to stop by tori's, as i said.. so i guess we'll do that.. and then continue on to yuma. i'm tired. good thing mike is driving. my stomach is kind of bothering me too.. i think it's those damn corndogs Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03136337101684645746noreply@blogger.com0