Well, Chris has compelled me to give an update, since a lot has happened since the last post. I toyed with the idea that he gave of just saying "refer to title." since it's horribly accurate :P

Where to start. Well, I'm jobless now, and homeless sort of. Still living on Mike/Chris' couch.. but now I don't have to wake up and go to work in the mornings anymore. Since I'm not going to school either, my days are mostly taken up by sitting in front of my computer, "playing" Second Life and chatting with random people. I've been collecting unemployment so I'm not totally broke, which is very nice. Free money is always good. Been looking for another job, but no luck with anything yet. Especially disappointed with the join in Yuma falling through. Ah well, such is life. I'm actually probably going to move up to my parents' cabin some time in the near future. I found a place that offers decent net connection, and that was pretty much all that was stopping me from going up there. It'll be nice to have a place of my "own" and actually sleep in a bed again. It will be tough being far away from everyone else, so hopefully I can deal with that. Especially with winter coming on, I won't be able to just drive up and down the mountain at my liesure. Snow + MR2 = boom. Ah well, I'm sure I'll get by.. maybe I can find a decent job while up there too.

My insomnia has taken over again without any real order to my life. I sleep, sometimes, but usually just stay up until I'm so exhausted I pass out. There was even a couple days where I didn't sleep at all. Not good, hopefully it will pass. The crazy dreams I've been having the past few days don't help. They're not "bad" dreams.. but very vivd, and emotionally strong. Makes it hard to sleep when you're crying at someone's funeral.

That's about it for an update. nothing really much else going on. Brooke seems to be hanging out with other people more often, which is good for the most part. It's nice to have a little space to myself, and good that she's finally hanging out with other people. Having kind of residual relationship issues though, where I get worried and upset when I don't know where she is, or who she's hanging out with, and what they're doing. Silly brain/heart. :P I suppose all is fair, since I've been hanging out with other people too. Went to see Freezepop last week with Mike and Chris and Michelle. Tracy and James showed up too. There were these.. interesting girls that were dancing around and being crazy. Chris and I dubbed them the "pixie chicks." A few days went by, and thought nothing of it. Then I get this random message from a girl who lives in Tempe, going to ASU. I go to hang out with her, and it turns out her room mate is one of those pixie chicks. Small world :P

In wandering around ASU's campus after hanging out I ran into this Hindu monk who was handing out/"selling" for donations copies of the Bhagavad-gita. Seemed pretty interesting, so I obliged and talked with him for a bit. It's weird encounters like these that can only make me feel that there is some greater stream to things. Some kind of order amidst the chaos. Circumstances and coincidences like that don't really have much of a statistical probability of happening, and in my mind must have some greater purpose or impact. But what do I know, right? :P Until next time. :|